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New Journal [ 11th Nov 11 am ] new life. for the most part I think this will be left public. I have nothing to hide. there will however be rare entries that are friends only I suppose if you want to be added let me know. 25 X cmnt

[ 21st May 4 pm ] I'm done with Livejournal. forever probably. Although it's the perfect outlet I don't need this. basically the one person who never should have read anything in here did and I'm done. Dear you know who you are I love you so much. I don't hate you. I never have. I never will. No matter what it says in here. I really love you more than anything and there's a lot more i need to say, but i can't quite formulate the words. I really wish I could. I tend to get really frustrated with everyone but it seems it's you the most and I absolutely hate it. You just upset me so much sometimes. Im sure you know this now but you have more control over my emotions than anything else. You really don't get it do you? I never want to lose you. You read the one. The comment i was gonna leave you but decided to not. Nothing in here was ever meant for you to ever see but I guess I should stop being a hypocrite. It's the Internet. I'm stupid. I wish I could make a list for you of every reason why you're one of the greatest people i've ever been so lucky to meet but it would be too hard. not because there's nothing to say, but because there's too much, because I'm terrible at that, just like everything else. Im terrible at giving reasons. You're such an amazing person and you really deserve better. I'm sop happy for knowing you. I could go on forever if I wanted but I won't because I dont want to bore you with my lameness. so I'll end it with I love you. More than words could ever show. and that is my last entry forever. and if I chose to make a new one only one person will ever know about it. they know who they are<3 cmnt

[ 20th May 8 pm ] Today was fun. He told me he read some of the stuff on here. uh. shittttt. seriously. that's so bad. ugh. i hope he didn't read anything from the old one. god everything in there is pathetic. whateverrr though. cmnt

[ 20th May 12 pm ] I was reading a post about someone who had just made a new myspace and I put the 'metro' in metronome came on. for once I honestly felt it was summer for an instant and i wanted to cry, but in such a happy way. I love it. it's so close. I hope it's as good as the past 2. i really do. Maybe it'll have something else that'll make it great this time though. maybe. 1 X cmnt

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